Guppy's Notebook

Monday, February 20, 2006

It's been a while

Mood: nostalgic

Haven't been around here in forever... blogdrive changed the whole format of creating an entry thingy so i can't do my colour scheme like i used to anymore.. poo, i really liked that.

Me and Mark broke up the day before valentine's day. Valentine's day would have been our 1 year and 1 month. I got a roll of film developed today and there was a picture of him on it... i think my insides are caving in.

Tomorrow morning i'm going skating with Jake.. i was excited about it earlier.. now i'm not sure. The last time i was skating was with Mark on our second date last winter.

I think i need to go to bed.

Posted at 02:38 am by Guppy
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Crippled

Mood - Achey

Not sure why my blog suddenly crossed my mind. Perhaps becasue i'm sittingly lifelessly in bed and have nothing else to think about? No, that's a lie, i have plenty of things to think about. But i am still crippled right now, so that much be put into account for something.

Just felt like giving a shiort little update about moi.
Me and Mark had our 5 months yesterday, more madly inlove together than i ever could have imagined. We went to see Mr. and Mrs. Smith, fucking awesome movie. The one-liners almost killed us from laughing so hard.
This is the last week of school, then next week is finals. I'm so far from prepared it's disgusting. oday i missed 2 Unit Exams becaue i can't walk (oh yah right, i have lactic acid buildup in my legs, pretty much hobble everywhere in pain).
Right after finals i'm probably gonna go with kate to her home town for a week or so, then come back home and start the summer off.
Annnnnd yah, that's pretty much it i guess? I'm gonna go sleep some more... not sure when the next time i'll make an appearance will be, but until then. bb

Posted at 02:07 pm by Guppy
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Thursday, January 06, 2005

Girl Talk

Mood: Chillin'

Right now i'm sitting in Applied Graphic Arts with Kate as she Draws her Eddie Van Halen cartoon. It's turnign out pretty good. We've just been talking all class (it's a pretty slack class) and we've come to the conclusion that we both hate and despise girls who spit. It is rude and they need to suck it up because it really isn't that bad. Period.
I also showed her the little bits of me and Mark conversations. She thinks that he's super cute. heh and you know whyyy? Because he is. *giggles*.
Now i have to go and listen to Kate's story of inhaling plastic...

Posted at 11:30 am by Guppy
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

My wings

Mood: Excited

Today after school went with Sarah and Stephanie to go get their tattoos done. Thank goodness they didn't look too hard on Sarah's papers she had to fill out because she didn't fill in her Id number. Heh why you ask? Because she's 15 when you have to be 18. Oh well, we got away with it and it was all good. Plus Stephanie who is 18 had her form on top so they probably just saw that her id was filled out and didn't think twice. They got matching black entertwined roses. They looked really cool and pretty.
Anyways, we went to this custom tattoo place downtown and the artist they had Michelle, was super nice and cool. While they were getting their tattoos inked on and i was sitting in the room waiting, i looked through Michelle's portfolio binder. All the tattoo's she's done are soo beautifully done. So vibrant with colour and just honestly pure art on skin. So i decided that I am going to get her to do my Hermes wings.
What i want done are wings on either sides of both of my ankles, like the Greek God Hermes. I also looooove stars to death but star tattoos are soo cliche. So i'm thinking of maybe having like as the wings are stretched up my ankle in flight position, there could be a few random stars fluttering around the feathers or something? I'm not sure, i'll have to consult with her and maybe even pay her extra to in-depth custom design them for me.
I asked her afterwards how much they'd cost and she said around $150ish each. So all in all around $600. Then again she said she'd give me a deal since i'm getting all 4 at the same time. At least i can get a deal right?
I was worried about me being underage and all, but she gave me her card and signed it, so hopefully when she sees that when i go i n as soon as i have my moey, she'll automaticall remember that i'm "18". I'm praying it'll work, otherwise i'm not sure if i'll be able to wait until then to get them done.
It was sooo excruciating sitting there while Sarah and Stephanie where getting theirs done. It's true what they say, tattoos are soooooooo addicting, like i mean, fuck. As i was sitting there i felt like i needed one, i had to get up on that bed thing and have that needle draw on me more than anythign else. Soon, hopefully soon though, i'll have my wings, and i won't have to impatiently wait anymore. In the meantime i'll just have to go crazy craving them.. gah!

Posted at 12:50 am by Guppy
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E-mail poem 3

E-mail poem I wrote to Him #2

When we talk I giggle and squeel,
fingers crossed that this is real.
Because you are so sweet and kind,
I can't seem to get you off my mind.
Since Sydney can't come this Saturday,
the girl's night out is on delay.
So instead of Monday like we said,

let's go on Saturday instead.
I hope you like this plan much better,
or else I'll have to... knit you a sweater.
It'll be itchy, large, and horrifying,
so you better come because I'm not lieing.
I couldn't sleep so I thought i'd write,
But this is enough so I wish you goodnight.

Posted at 12:48 am by Guppy
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E-mail poem 2

E-mail poem He wrote to Me #1

Agapi, Agapi, Agapi, Agapi.
Even though people think I'm gay,
I thought of you alot today.
We'll do something on the day of Sun,
I know it will be tons of fun.
I hope I can talk to you tonight,
And about Sunday - who should we invite?
I'd like it to be you, me and Julia,
But it's all your choice...oolia.
I really do like you a whole lot,
A girl like you, for long I have sought.
Amazing in every single way,
Wheni think of you, my stomache says hooray!
I think it's time to end this poem,
If I was rabid, at the mouth I would foam.

Posted at 12:46 am by Guppy
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Monday, January 03, 2005

Crocodiles and Flamingos

Mood: Happy

Today was an actually pretty good day. It was an easy thatre related day, drama was really fun, we started reading 'Into the Woods'. Not too bad so far.

After school i hung out with Sarah. We ate lunch with her friend Stephanie, ate Japanese food in the food court. After Stephanie left me and Sarah jsut sat there and talked for a good 2 hours. I really am becoming really good friends with her.
Anyhoo she was in the middle of a sentance and saying how she just wanted to go and see a psychic. Without another moment to waste i took her hand we went to the Russian Tea Room to get our fortunes told. That was great fun. I'm going to have 2 husbands, 3 kids, a near death experience to an allergy, a stroke around 75, am very artistic, speak my mind so the point where i get myself into trouble, will have a great deal of money coming in my late teens early twenties, annnd yah, those are pretty much the highlights of my palm reading. Pretty neat way to spend $20.

Afterwards we jsut wandered around the cold downtown streets for a bit, got a coffee, I walked ehr to her bus stop and then i bused myself home.

Got home and went straight to Mike's and gave him a great big hug. He got back from Thunder Bay only hours ago, so i payed for us to order pizza and we just sat filling each other in on the past 2 weeks. i missed that man, i've relied on him so much in the last few months that he's become so close like a family member to me. He checked on the computer and the house he was looking to buy was still up. We checked it out before he left and it seemed really nice. If all plans go according, Angela, Rachel and i (ooh good grammer) are going to move in with him in April. Thank God, i may actually have a chance to get out of this hell living with my mother. Thank you.

Only got to talk to Mark for about 10 minutes tonight. But that was enough for me to just become even more smitten with him.... I'm in purple he's in black, these are jsut little bits and pieces from tonight.....

You're kinda like Pamela Anderson's eyes.. you're there, but just not that important says:

how was your day?